Find Me by Sotr Caf Verse 01: These dreams never seem to come alive No matter how many times I plead to the sky nobody answers my cry Put my hands in my pants and keep walking on by I’m over asking him why how many times can I ask without a reply Looking for a clue a reason we exist Doomed to repeat the seasons with no reason to live Why keep breathing the meaning eludes I’ve been meaning to shift Take it to third fourth then fifth drive off of this cliff Before my mind outwits my grips and loses the nerve to commit I swerve so many times get close to the edge and then quit Something tells me to stop if I knew what it is I wouldn’t be doing what I did but I do I’m doomed to be this Existence whatever this is I do not feel that I fit Would you help me a bit I’d be the first to resist and admit That I’m at my last wits I can’t climb out of this pit Would you climb down sit and coexist for bit that’s it Chorus: I just need friend friend won’t you find me I just need somebody somebody to like me If you could find find where you might find me I’ll try this time this time I’ll find me Verse 02: My life’s been lived still I got a long way to go Looking for whatever it is that better men know Sit on a bench and watch em walking like I’m watching a show They got places to go I wonder where those places are known I got a space of my own its a place that’s alone No faces are shown only see the world through case of my phone If I could own what I see on these cobblestone streets Where throwns of the kings snuggle in between sheets And every day and night of life is a struggleless feat This place is complete I find no rubble in streets I’m in trouble I stumble to keep sanity sweet My mind bitter it flitters and flies far from the fleet These scars tarnish and streak leave lines over marginal me Cut to the core like apples you eat I grapple to keep These shackles discreet if you saw what I see These mirrors tell the truths I try to keep even from me Verse 03: There’s hope where’s theres a breath left and I still breath Asking for answers aint the answer I need On hands and these knees I crawl outta these weeds All ever I wanted was a want that wanted to need Every time I try to stand I buckle these knuckles bleed Been fighting to believe in something other then the unseen Its the self in self help that doesn’t set its self free Nobody hears what I mean its how it feel when I scream Nothings as real as it seems life aint real on these screens Settle for dreams when self esteem won’t settle me I just want a hand to help me stand you put your hands in your pockets And protect what you can a predestrian plan keep walking Look the other way when you damn what I do What I am when I can’t handle what you have what I’d like to have too But I aint asking for much just a reminder a touch A kinder life I could clutch and kind of life no crutch

Crushed by Sotr Caf Verse 01: If I could take back what I said I don’t think I would But if I could change how you feel I wish I could To whom I said those terrible things to I’m in a terrible place too I know the pain I know the panic I know the zanic control the manic But I don’t feel like a man if I have to ask you to hold my hand and dammit You shouldn’t have to have a hand in it Hope you find your place in this planet I’m still floating in space hoping to land it My ships sailed coping with damage Hoping telescopes spot a landing before oxygen vanish And if the day come and I’m gone know I tried I gave it my all til my all expired This soul’s been broken longer then you’ve been alive I know you care care to share it sometime Crushhhhed My soul feels crushhhhhed Crushhhhed My soul feels crushhhhhed Verse 02: It feels likes its been forever maybe it has Or maybe when time pass with no laughs it can’t go fast Gotta tattoo to make a change It was a man smiling a little younger A little less violent Reminded me of a time when The sun would shine and I wouldn’t mind it When I shower for a few minutes a day I can watch the man remember his way Forgetting what made him this hateful If you think I hate you it aint true I’m just pushing cuz if you get too close The most you’d be is not what you hoped What you had in mind or what I hoped you’d fine You won’t catch me cryin’ cuz these eyes aint hard to hide I’d say its been a fun but I’d be lyin’ Its easy to be alone then to be left in a line

You Don’t Know by Sotr Caf Chorus: Step Fall Dead I try not to care..but I can’t I try not to share..but I ran’t I try not to show but your hold on these lies are about to let go and know If I could walk away from everything i’d walk away from you If I could forget these pains that make me strange I’d be the man I knew You don’t know what I’ve done or where I’ve been Or what I’ve seen or what I’ve said to them You don’t know (you don’t know) you don’t know (you don’t know) You don’t know a fucking thing Verse01: I’m amazed I’m still alive Its a haze I feel at night Its a ways to feel alright And this maze is still a fight Leaving me in a state of mind of insecurity The words used to burn to me Now you don’t even reply when I try to turn the tables on eternity I try to learn be what you want But you want is nothing to do with me Nothing to do with you and me Nothing to do with how it used to be I use to be important now I’m less imported A door mat an adornment put up once and forgotten about Until you need something important And I can’t unlearn the synapses that fire when desire Reacts in a blink of the eye like perspire Its just happens with no conscious reaction I’m constantly asking why with no response to my passion Chorus: Step Fall Dead I try not to care..but I can’t I try not to share..but I ran’t I try not to show but your hold on these lies are about to let go and know If I could walk away from everything i’d walk away from you If I could forget these pains that make me strange I’d be the man I knew You don’t know what I’ve done or where I’ve been Or what I’ve seen or what I’ve said to them You don’t know (you don’t know) you don’t know (you don’t know) You don’t know a fucking thing